Setting on my pink, comfort chair,
Wearing my pajama,
Trying to relax my tiered body, free my mind of thinking.
I thought I will continue relaxation,
But I couldn’t,
Suddenly, I felt that I want to cry,
Just because I got memories,
The memories that are following me everywhere,
Everywhere in my life, in every second, in every breath,
They are in my mind,
I cant get rid of them, I tried to forget, but I couldn’t,
They might be happy, they might be sad,
But they are still killing me.
I said I have to deal with it, but I am really sick of keeping them.
Its so hard just to smile in front of people’s faces, and inside you feeling really hurt,Sick of them.
Crying is the most important thing that could make you feel good,
I always say that to myself, if I cry, I will forget even for a seconds
But….
That never happened, and never will.
By, Me
English
